thirsty? yes.

so i logged on chris myspace again, since i havent heard from him in a while.. well actually no i lied yes i have heard from him but i kinda overreacted and got mad at him and told him off... again. i didnt give him my new number or anything and told him we cant see each other no more & that was it. so yeah im not gonna message him anytime soon. so i really wanted to know how he was doing so i took it upon myself to check. 0_o
and this dudeee.... aha. he's sooo thirstyy.! it's disgusting! i copied one of his convos. now i wouldnt have posted this except he was asking all of his homeboys where are the gurlz at?? and this one just made me lmfaoo. so like that's all he's thinking bout rite now. so yeahh. chris is a thirst bucket.!

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From: chris //To: g.HH


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From: g.HH //To: chris

wat up????

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From: chris //To: g.HH

Hey hey what u been up to whhats new


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From: g.HH //To: chris

shit just wrkin kikin it wit dwight still... tryin to stay off ppl's radar's wat u been up to???

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From: chris //To: g.HH

Hey just hangin out in *city* lookin 4 the ladies

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From: g.HH //To: chris

haha good shit thts always happenin werever we at.... soo wats new wit u???

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From: chris //To: g.HH

Hey whats up bring me around some im just tryin to find a job and the ladies

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From: g.HH //To: chris

well shit we gotta kik it then u can c wats up... we be goin to the beach anywhere we no there's gonna be gurls at u kno.... u got a cell...


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From: chris //To: g.HH

yeah its (###)###-#### my bad i forgot ur name tho

& yeahhh ^ thats the message. at first i guess it started with an app. invite then the friend wrote bacc, lol but it's just funny cuz chris dumb ass dont even rember his friends name! but they already exchanged numbers and made plans to find "ladies". lolz whatta dumbass he is! this just made me laughhhh so much!

i used to be the pretty friend.

lately idk what is going on but i've noticed that whenever me and my bff'o (best friend) are out and about, dudes are always trynna holla,... AT HER! lol now im not jealous but and i know everyone has different taste so excuse my cockyness.. but WTF?! lol seriously like what about me?? i am not ugly and neither is she. Now i remember it was only like last year everytime we were out they would always be tryna holla at me.., but i guess the tables jus turned on me?. idk if it was cuz back then i used to dress with more revealing clothing and was superr flirtyyy. And now i dress casual not showing too much skin like i used to (i was almost like a freakin skank! ahah j/k tho) but now also im not into what there saying and dont paricipate much in the convo clearly because im not interested, but danggg! i mean why dont they try to get my number ?
so it happened today which got me thinking if i had suddenly turned into the ugly friend. We were talking to sum random dude while waiting for a friend outside the apartment complex.. so he was giving us "guy" advice and telling us whats going on thru a guys perspective.. so yeah this was for about 15 mins. then our friend finally showed up and we had to leave so then he asks if he can get her number down but she ends up getting his cuz i guess this dude had no phone of his own so he end up giving her his friends # sayin hit him up there. okayyyyyy??? wtf? now i dont have a low self esteem and dont depend on this dude to get a boost of it either.. like forreall this nigga aint even cute. but it got me thinking they havent been trynna "holla" at me! so i started thinking what could possibly look 'wrong' on me that he didnt want my number? and these are the possibilities i came up with. so i thought my hair? now i have long hair and i admit i have damged the shit out of it like its so over processed but i dont wanna cut it! its my baby :) ♥ lol , then theres also that my makeup was melting cuz it was hot as fucc,ooh and i think this is the main one i swear. i have a big pimple in my cheek and i have a clear face so it stands out that much more!! it looks ugly like it doesnt belong! hmm what i was wearing i looked like a lil preppy school cuz i had on one of those vests. and thats it.! lol and she was wearing all her hair in a beanie, regular tee and sandals im not hating at all she looked casual but nice not many ppl can pull of a nice casual. and i was wearing my schoolgirl vest, with a white tank top underneath and some neon pink vans. And i jus feel a lil weird now becuz before 'wen i looked better'.. i guess, she would always try to compete with me to prove that guys liked her as much as they liked me. so i jus feel weird now cuz i feel like they dont like me. And i cant help to think that she thinks shes better than me. and i kno shes noticed by now too that theyre always tryna call her. and as much as i hate competing with her, because she is my bff. i feel like i have to step 'my game' up forrealll, lol its not even about the guys and once in a while they do holla at me (and some are actually cute ;] ) lol cuz that guy i repeat was not cutee. and most guys that do holla at her arent cute either. prolly cuz theres not too many cuties around here. but yeah i feel like thats it no more miss.niceguy

p.s. im not sayin im 'the ugly friend' now, bcuz im not jus sayin im not the prettiest :[ lol dont judge me.