i just dont understand

whyyy is it that this dude isnt into me..
like wtf?
wait lemme explain the situation a lil bit.
well this is an ugly ass dude to begin with on a scale of 1-10 i would honestlyy give him a "3' yesss! thats right i said it a motherfukkn damn three!! and his celebrity look alikes would have to be a mix between hurricane chris and busta rhymes!! lol so yeahh you get the idea n im not the only one whose mentioned it to him before he gets hurricane chris from other ppls too, but the bustaa yea thts all my idea. ooh n to make matters worst this dude is short 5'7"! yeah hes a shorty! lol were the same height!!! (its weirdd; to hug him and stuff;)and idk theres just something about his face that makes him look SPECIAL, and he has a peanut looking head! oooh and as the cherry on top of this scrumptious sounding dessert.. hes raggedy!!!!!!!! omg yesssss! lolz so yeea if you get the picture im painting youre problly wondering what is this beautifullll doll trippen over an ugly dumb ass no job having-(uhh did i forget to mention that?) or car owning nigga???! exactly wtf am i doing why am i stressing over this dude that clearly doesnt give 2 fawks about me?! like serious what could possibly be wrong with me? im pretty, im smart, im funny, im have great convos. buuuuuut no he doesnt want me? but hes okay with talking to ugly dumb hoodrats [no its not my jealousy kikin in] these gurlz he talks to are actual crack smoking, four-baby having hoodrats that fuck anyone.! so whyy why does he pick all of those trashy hoes over a classy top notch queen..haha?? why tho forrealllll im everything those gurlz arent the opposite he knos there no good he doesnt respect them, has no feelings for them or take them serious for that matter.. so whyy? when i have genuine feelings for him, and im wayyy on an upper level than him were just not equals im soo much better than him in so many ways hes trash he belongs with those fuck anything hoodrats cuz hes the same way theyre on his level im not im way past him.. why cant he appreciate and see that with me he has something good .. like does this dude seriously think he can do better? i just dont get it, whyyy he doesnt want a relationship with mee.. he wants to be a lil player and dont want to commit??.. whatever the reason is i just dont get it who the hell is HE a worthless asshole with nothing going for himself think he is to not want ME.?