im ready to leave it in the past..

Alright now...
schools about to start and i've been taking the longest two year vacay. these past 5 months ive been doing super bad in school. not going and not turning in any workk. Now that im clearing my mind i realized i wasted my time on a nobody and for nothing too, cuz he dont wanna talk to me no more.. but fuckkk it! i dont give a fuck about his dumb ass no more. i feel like im finally leaving denial now; and im seeing things for what they really are. i was acting stupid over a aint shit nigga but im a bout to get smart real quick. ima call it what it is now his words no longer hurt me, i havent gone to check up on his myspace in 5 days! and its whatever now im not gonna keep taking advantage of his dumbass not knowing i know his password and read all the messages he sends to all those hoes; its whatev. seriouslyy. i could go check but nahh i dont even feel like it no more. he could do him now; i dont give a shitt no more. he said i aint mean nothin to him, well i can now honestly say the same about him. and its whatever i dont care no more that i did waste my time on him and he didnt appreciate it. it is what it is and i cant get that time backk. now im going back to school and its time to do me now too; i fell off got to much shit i gotta catch up with but fuck it.
now that im getting over his ass his shit is so funny can u believe this nigga try to tell me "im gonna miss out" haah get tha fckk outta here .! lol but now i can see straight like its really him thats missing out and i dont give a fuck about it no more cuz before i was so stuck on why he'd let something good pass him by? but now i realize its not my loss so i shouldnt mourn.. i dont lose shit after all.. ahaha yea its my turn to laugh now he already had his. and this bitch nigga really had me twistedd, i just feel mad at myself i let him talk to me the way he did and treat me like shitt. but no more im glad it happend like it did, he did he thought he had me wrapped around his finger..! haaha but he doesnt have shit now and its okay im not worried about him cuz he wasnt worried about me and thats it. its all in the past now cuz im letting that shit go and moving on, and yup i get the last laugh! hahaha